Somehow it feels like I am just waking up to the life I possess
Lately Ive been having these what the hell have been doing or done moments. Then more I work on tearing the compartmental pieces down the scarier it becomes. In the process of taking all these psychology classes I'm getting realer and realer with myself. Then again maybe its the 2 plus months of celibacy. Yesterday though I realized just how compartmentalized Ive become while I was trying to rationalize it to Carla. Roommates family keep you honest sometimes. Today I have to make a phone call and look like a fool but at least it will be what is right. On other news I think I may have date this week that's kind of exciting. I really haven't dated since Richie so we will see.